i cant even greet properly.. :(
Okay, its like, 3.17am right now and im not sleeping yet.
11pm-argued.. :(
12pm-called caca, maizura, gor(needa talk to someone, was crying like hell, cant sleep)
1am-crying again.. --"
2am-war start..
i needa say sorry..
This post is for people whom i owe an apology..
Alya, Alia, Erica, May Tan, Maizura, Nicholas(and ur frends)..
and espescially..
Max..
Im terribly sorry for what I've done today..
For Alya, Idk what exactly i did that made u mad.. Im sorry..
For Alia, I also dk what i done to you until u dunwanna talk to me.. Im sorry..
As for Erica, i knw exactly what i done to you and im terribly sorry.. :(
May Tan, Im sowie if i ever hurt ur feelings..
Maizura, sorry for disturbing u late at night.. :(
And as for Nicholas(as well as ur frends),
Im sorry that de plans changed coz of me..
I promise this will never happen again
coz i dun think i have de face to meet any of you guys anymore..
And for Max, *I dun think i have de privilege to call u dear or whatever anymore.. :(
Im very sorry.. I knw u planned everything with all ur heart
and i ruined it..
i really didnt mean to.. i mean my dad.. I..
you knw what, next time, its better if u dont plan anything that has something to do with me..
because, i'll ruin it again..
Anyway
My mom just got angry since 2am..
She basically went into de toyroom and
threw my things OUT to de dining hall.
(my bags, books, stationary etc.)
Now, de dining hall is..full of my stuff..
And now, im de one picking everything up..
She said if that mess isnt cleaned up
Im not allowed to go to sleep..
Fine.. My life's already miserable anyway..
forget about that.
Once again,
Im very sorry to all of you.
I really didnt mean to hurt your feelings..
I knw that im de worst girl u've ever met.
Im sorry.
I probably wont be sleeping today..
needa think of what i've done..
You guys will always be important to me..
i love you guys.. :)
I guess i'll write till here..
needa continue what im doin--*** while pickin up my things.. :')
nite guys..